Take a Step Back

I never thought there would be the day where i would just let the past be the past. But when the day has finally come, i find myself at a fork in the road. One road lies without one of my closest friends, whereas the other has a happy future with them. It sucks that no matter what i do in a friendship, the other person won't give as even half of what i give. It's frustrating that no matter how hard i try it's never enough.

I can't help but feel that' i'm not good enough and that i'm lacking. I know i'm probably not the best friend out there, but i shure do give my all in trying to be one.

I feel as though i'm moving out of the cycle. A cycle that seemed to never end before seems oh so gone right now. i've been told that i live in this never-ending cycle, but i think that it is you who is stuck. it is you who is unable to figure out what you want. It's unfair that i sit here waiting on you to find out what you want me to be for you. So instead i'm going to take a step back. Take a step away from all the madness that has been consuming my life. Take a step back to find out whether or not all of this is worth it. I'm trying, but it's only worth so much. Why don't you take a step back and understand where i'm coming from.