Nothing

i feel absolutely nothing
nothing
nothing left to do
only to wait until
i turn to nothing

I wish the cold blood
that runs through my veins
would slowly stop
until my heart is nothing

why feel
when there isn't anything to feel
anything left to do
but sit and realize that what's hapenning
is indeed real

i want things to be different
i really do
but how can it be different
if i don't have you

Nothing
sits here quiet and alone
nothing
no longer sits and waits by the phone
nothing
is who i am
nothing
is who i wish to be