Borderline insane

I truly am going crazy
yet i don't think i can go back
i don't think i really want to go back

true you can call me crazy
because i stay
even though i don't know the outcome
i wait
even though it seems endless
i love you
even though it seems like you don't care

i don't really know why
i believe that one day
things will change
but for some reason
i feel like maybe that day
is coming closer and closer

wait
is what you tell me
i don't know
is what gives me hope
i just need time
is what makes me think that you are actually considering it

But how about the fact that
i don't think i can wait forever
i do know that i want to be with you
and i don't need time
because i am already at the point
where i know what i want
even if it means the beginning to my downfall