Have you ever wondered

why
you feel as though
you are constantly hanging on
to the idea of something
that will never happen

why
things turn for the worst
as soon as they seem to get
better

why
it is so hard to find
out who you want to be
who you want to become
if you should already know
yourself the best

why
you can't just take the initiative
to go for what you want
who you want

why am i so scared of
doing what i want
when i know the end
when i know nothing good is going to come of this
when things are already fucked up

why am i so scared of. . .
Being Me