Can you make up your mind?

Why is it that
no matter how much has changed
no matter how much time has passed
no matter how many times we go through this
things never change

you say you love me
you say you miss me
you act like you genuinely care
are you for real
or is this just another late night affair?

when do you mean it
when do you ever speak the truth
is there something you aren't telling me
or am i just sitting here
acting like a fool

do you realize
how much i've been through
just to realize
how much i really do like you?

you say you only wanted to make me happy
only because you really do care
then why is it
that every time i try to turn away
you always want me to be there

Can't you just make up your mind
because i don't know how much more i can take
slowly and slowly
i feel myself dying
please don't let me this be another mistake