Broken

i'm broken

destroyed

dying

i don't know why i can't speak
even when i'm not near you
i don't know why whenever i look at you
i feel like a hindrance
another thing just blocking your way

everything suddenly seems harder to do
i can't sleep
think
i don't even know why i still breathe

i really don't know how long i can do this for
things will never change
whatever feelings you even had for me
will slowly just fade

i can't really do anything, but just sit here. turning to dust. missing you. wanting to be with you. i don't know why i stay. missing you. waiting for the day that will never come. when you say i love you too. i really am pathetic even to think that for once maybe just this one time, i could be happy. unfortunately for me, my happiness will never come.